"You want to change your life, do something. Don’t believe your own rationalizations. Don’t just lock yourself up and pretend you’re happy.

i cant just lock myself up becuz im just used to it. eventually ill get to that point where i cant handle it no mo and just let it go. and all i've been holding on to is... nothing.

Realize

There comes a point in your life when you realize, who matters, who never did, who won't anymore and who always will. So don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.


-- Post From My iPhone

We Run La

Yestetday we ran the whole l.a!!!! Not ! Hahaha our hike to Runyon canyon become a "hike" to the Griffith park to a photoshoot with my girls Ethel and Rose and our server/ tourguide/photographer/ driver fernando. What can I say mark and Adrian weren't there so someone had to do the job!!! LOL but fernando was a good photographer. Thanks fern!!! But I don't know about tourguide, not so much sense ob direkshon haha much love to ya no offense!! Nonetheless I had lots of fun! We first had a little picnic and picked up something from baja. It was kinda hard to enjoy my meal some stupid bee was always around MY food. We met these identical twins who looked nothing alike and a little girl waiting for her grandpa who was praying by the rocks. It was a good day to just lay on the grass and relax. Also the dogs had lots of fun chillaxing with us! I've never seen my dog have such a big smile on her face. I brought kisses and I was so surprised when that little girl was able to hold her without her pissing on her! It was so sweet! Being at the park reminded me of the good ol days when I would roll on the hilly grass of sholl canyon with my long time bud Cinz. Sometime I just sit and just wish I were a kid again! No drama no stress!! Anways here are some pics:
















































-- Post From My iPhone

It's a doggy dog world...

As most of you know I live in a house full of yorkies. They basically dominate the house. I wake up to their morning barks, and have to watch every step I take just in case I step on their shit, I cater to their needs, walk them feed them rub their little tummies and groom their little cute annoying butts. But of course with the help of my fam and mark except Anne haha she dont really do much. But anyways I actually was thinking about starting my own little grooming business. It's something I really like to do on the side. It really calms my nerves on a stressful day. It's weird I know but it really is like a stress therapy for me. So this is how it all started with these 2 horndogs Hershey (left) and snickers ( right) I miss my snicker doodle a lot. He lives with mark so I don't see him as often but anyways... This is them and the rest of their lil family. Can u believe that they all came out of hersheys tiny puss?








Hershey Is the best mommy in the world! She is so nurturing and loving esp to her pups! It's so funny she loves walking and it seems like she tries to watch her figure. After having 9 kids she still has a great lil bod! Just like angelina jolie!!! Hahaha My snickers, don't know what I would do without him! He is such a good dog! The best!! smart, sweet loving and loves to cuddle with u and really I think he can understand what im saying sometimes. He really listens.








This is kisses we call her queen of Persia cuz she looks like it and thinks she rules the house. She could be mean but really a sweetheart.








This is crunch. He lives with mark and is a little trouble maker. He crunches on everything he can get a hold of.
He is a little shy at first but once u get know him. He will soon cuddle with u!








This is Aza named after my moms nickname. She tries to be tough on the outside but really is a little scardy kat.









Oh my little rolo he is the tinniest of the bunch but has the biggest heart from the bunch. Always been so sweet since day 1 never caused any trouble. Loves to kiss and can lick you for days.








this is boba. He just got a hair cut by me !! Anyways I think he is the smartest and bravest of the bunch. He knows how to follow commands and he always tries to stop fights between aza and kisses. He is not shy and loves meeting new people. Again another sweetie!!!


Ok one more actually there is another one named Kobe I don't have a pic. I miss him he stays with joanne ferrer. He is zoo cute!!! But anways lastly this is bently boy he is such a lil hunk!!!look a like a china man in this pic. He really is so sweet. His mom and pops is rose and Adrian and his best friend is toby (roses other dog) He really made toby calmer and happier!!! Dogs really are a mans best friend. I know they can be such a handful at times but by the end of they day they serve their purpose! They are always there for you after a stressful day at work, they keep you busy from being bored, they help you keep in shape by even doing it with you by walking, they protect you and aware you from strangers, and lastly they love you unconditionlly, no matter how much you can yell at them sometimes, they are still waiting by the door wagging their tails so excited to see u!!!! If u haven't seen marley and me and is a crazy dog lady just like me you should really watch it. It really made me cry a river!! Hahaha. But I just learned why dogs lives are so short. People are born to learn how to live a good life, we learn how to love, love everybody at all times and learn to act towards others. Where as dogs already know how to do this so they don't have to stay as long!
-- Post From My iPhone

Finally!

I'm so excited I finally got my iphone to start blogging. I had to buy an app for this shit. Can u believe it just to use this blog, I payed $ 3.99. I should have Internet already but whatevz. i'm so tired just did this crazy work out today at the gym. So sore but it feels oh so good after. It's routine for me to put my legs up for atleast 30 min (good for circulation and prevents varicose veins!) Well hopefully I'm not to sore for tomorrows salsa class. Mark and Adrian prepare your selves for the time of your lives!!! Haha I love ballroom dancing. I used to do that stuff back when I was younger. Oh the good ol days. Today was also my first time to eat a veggie burger since I gave up burgers up for lent rose had the idea of getting this veggie burger from the habit it was pretty ok but oh man adrians burger was mouth watering. I don't know if I can resist for 40 days. But if I really put my mind into it I know I can, after all it's nothing compared to what jesus did for us. Goodnight i'm so sleepy I'm talking jibberish
-- Post From My iPhone

another ordinary day.........planning for the future

So my first blog and Im here at coffee bean trying to take advantage of their internet. Im planning to get one soon though just want to finish paying my bills first and looking for a new job. Dont get me wrong I really like my job but Im looking for excitement. My job right now has many perks. I get free laser hair removal, micro cellulite reduction and all that other good stuff that will help primp you up, but I just want another job and this will be on the side. I also am planning to go back to school. So in writing this blog it will remind me of what I have to do. Lately, I have been invited to go to all these network marketing thingys and it seems soo interested I get soo motivated when Im at the meeting but I just got to follow through and someday I will make it. Hahaha!!! It was very inspirational! If any of you are interested in business and want to make it big let me know you can do it too!!! Rose is reading this as I write this and is looking at me funny cuz she knows what Im talking about! Well I really want to finish this blog but coffee bean is closing now so I will have to continue later and dont know when that later will be until now good bye!!! =)